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Strange. A New Development Has Risen.

Yesterday, through my mother, I found out that our Governor is trying to instill the ways of homosexuality into the minds of children. Not just any children, but the youngest of children-I've heard that kindergartners are destined to learn of homosexuality, if he's able to have his way. The ways of a tranvestite are to be included as well. My thoughts on this? Rather mixed, I'm afraid. You see, I believe that encouraging acceptance is a wonderful thing, but drilling beliefs into another's mind (especially the mind of such young children) isn't really fair. That would be no different from an atheist forcing me to believe that there is no such thing as our Heavenly Father. I wish we could wipe out all forms of discrimination, but not through the methods of drilling. I heard that the schools who refuse to participate will be penalized, but that's unfair. Some schools may jump to the idea, but others may simply say 'well, some of our students are too keen on the idea you have. They may not be comfortable with that...'

You know how students can excuse themselves if they find the content within a course/movie offensive, or how they can transfer to another course within college if the professor presents 'offensive' material? The governor practically wishes to force 'offensive material' into those unwilling eyes, without any chance of relief. See, I do have respect for those that are indifferent to homosexuality. Those that are indifferent ("yeah man, I'm not really down with that, but they can do whatever they want") are all right with me. Those that accept it are embraced by me. Straight out homophobes are waaaaaaaaaaaay at the bottom of the gutter when it comes to me.

All confusing. It's like our governor is trying to go in the right direction, but he's trying too hard.

Fourth Entry: Fading Horizons of Wildfire

Welcome to my fourth entry. It's still rather hot here in our neck of the woods, but hopefully things will calm down soon enough. I'm hard at work on my original project, which will be titled 'Ex Adyto Cordis', and Gaian roleplays are going quite well. Gaia is a cartoonish website, one that seems to be geared towards a small audience, but closer inspection will reveal something deeper. The website is a haven of creativity, one that features a wide haven of creative geniuses. If someone were to remove the cartoonish avatars and flashy web design, there would only be its true skin left; the skin of a masterpiece.

My original project will still feature the one known as Akame, but now I'm longer sure in regards to the character's races. Thanks to the Gaian roleplays I have found myself in, I am edging towards human beings instead of animals, especially since humans would be easier to relate to instead of animals. Although I am all for creating something epic, something that has never been done before. I'm always interested in new, unique creations, and I wish to create the next big epic. Peter Jackson is my role model, yeah!

Angel's words had disgusted him, but not for the most apparent reason. The one under his protection was evidently a kind, fragile person, one that had been harmed far too many times to forgive. Fury formed itself in the corners of his eyes as he listened to the other's words, trying his hardest to keep his eyes on the road ahead.

He had encountered torn, ravaged dogs before, but he had never encountered a broken human in his life. The entire situation was new to him, which made his anger even stronger. He never believed that the human race could possess such horrific qualities; therefore, he never expected to find a lonely human drowning under the bridge. First dogs had been destroyed by their owners, and now humans were receiving the same treatment.

He remembered the other's words. Angel had told him to set back onto his own routine, to go off without any burdens at all. Those words angered him even more, but of course his anger was not directed at Angel. However, he managed to keep his voice calm and warm, restraining the anger that had formed due to the human race. "It's just like I said." he said, placing his hand's about the other's shoulders. "There's nothing for you to worry about. You aren't a burden to me. You've been hurt, so concentrate on yourself. And my friends will understand. They're like my family to me, after all. And I'm glad you're all right with the chocolate. Hopefully you like cookies. I know cookies are for kids, but not when it comes to me. I'm a master at them."

He laughed at his own words, realizing that he must have sounded really silly. "Sorry about that." he said warmly, rubbing the back of his head. "Just trying to get a smile out of you. And as for your name...I was wondering if that was your true name. But...you've been through a lot. I think it's time for you to rest now, and when you're ready, you can tell me the story behind your name...if you even want to.

"I have no problem calling you 'Angel'. It's a beautiful name, if you don't mind my saying so, and I understand why your companions gave it to you. I can tell just by looking at you that you're an angel. If there's something else you'd like to be called by, then tell me. If not, I'll help you find your true name."

He smiled at the other with his deepest smile, deeply hoping that his intentions would come across clearly. His heart had always found its way into the hearts of his canine companions, so hopefully a human would be able to read him just as well. "I know you've been hurt, so I don't expect you to trust me with everything. Just remember: I mean you no harm. I have nothing to hide from you, and nothing to use against you. If I do anything to harm you, then you may harm me in anyway you see fit."

Those words were dead serious; he meant every single one of them. Whenever he made a vow, it didn't turn out to be a lie. Angel had the opportunity to behead him with an axe if he saw fit.

"Take your time and do as you wish. Don't doubt whatever you're feeling. You've got all of the time in the world, so don't rush into anything. Whatever you feel is right, I shall support you."

Aggh. His cell phone didn't want to shut up today. Removing a stream of his black hair from his eyes, he sighed softly and answered the call...and was immediately greeted by-

"Pops! Yes yes, I'm fine! Don't worry, I'm not....no, I haven't gotten myself into any accidents. No, I haven't.....I'm not going in tonight. No, I haven't been checked into the hospital, Pops. I'm fine. Some..."

Acknowledging the other's wellbeing, he restrained himself from mentioning the unknown bastard and took another route. "....someone needs my help....that's...yeah. Someone...I don't know when. I just...yeah, just give me some time. He's been hurt....thank you, Pops."

Pops. The one he had nicknamed 'Pops' wasn't his true father; it was someone he had come to love and cherish over the years. Smiling with the affection of a true son, he ended the conversation and returned the phone to his pocket. He smiled at his charge and delivered a wink.

"It's all right. Nothing to worry about. Everything's fine."

He frowned as he noticed something; tears. With gentle fingers, he tenderly brushed against his charge's face and captured all of them, banishing them with gentle removal. He treated the other's cheeks as if they were silk, not wanting to create violent intrusion on his space.

"Please stop crying." he said warmly, tears forming in his own eyes. "I may look like a rough, tough tumble kind of guy, but that's far from the truth. Please...smile for me, just once."

That's a roleplay sample from Gaia, a sample from my own roleplaying book. That's the depth of my skill, which I hope to strengthen with life's experiences. I learn something new every day, whether it be about personal or writing horizons.

On a side note; I did something rather stupid yesterday. Yesterday, in an attempt to cease the swelling of a sore *which is inside of my mouth* I forced a DRY ice cube into my mouth. It didn't get too far, due to the fact that it was trapped between my lips. Guess what? I tore a hole into the corner of my top lip! I was lucky that I didn't ruin my entire top lip, mwa ha ha....

Third Entry: Hot Summer Ways

I've begun production of my orignal project! It'll be named 'From the Bottom of my Heart'...in Latin! I've become exceedingly excited about it, and I hope it does well. I've made a deadline for myself; it's the 30th of this month, August. It'll still feature animal characters, and I've got a name for my main one: Akame.

It'll take place within a science fiction world, one that was inspired by the Xenosaga trilogy. Speaking of, I can't wait to find the newest Xenosaga treasure, for that'll be a big help! Don't know if I'll be able to meet my deadline-I set it pretty close, didn't I-but I'll try. I know I've got the ability to reach it, now all I need is the drive to do so!

Homophobia has been increasing a lot lately, especially in my neck of the woods. I hope to do whatever I can to end it, at least put a damper on it. Hopefully this new work of mine will place the stupidity of discrimination right in front of everyone's eyes.

Second Entry.

Welcome to my second post. I have begun production on an original project, one that will be given a Latin title. The Latin language is quite inspirational; it's very beautiful. It will feature animal characters w/human qualities, and here's something else; it's still going to strengthen the fight against homophobia.

This was inspired by several sources; the Xenosaga series, the Kingdom Hearts saga, and the Final Fantasy saga. It's going to take place witihn several 'chapters'; the story won't end with a single tale.

I've been busy with research (and inspiration searches). I've also been roleplaying in Gaia (another way to create stories). Many may see Gaia as a kid's cartoony website, but if you were to take away the cute and cuddly features, you would see its truth worth; a place of creativity.

First Entry

Hello, and welcome to my first post! I shall introduce myself before beginning. I am known as Yunie here, but my true name is Courtney. I am the age of 20 (although I believe I have the spirit of a five year old dreamer). I'm about to begin another year of college, but the excitement of that fact hasn't actually kicked in yet.

Here I shall share my dreams and aspirations. I wish to become a writer someday, one that will pierce the world with her voice. Since I am on the subject of my voice, I am hoping to strengthen the fight against homophobia. I am a fervent enemy of homophobia (can't stand any derogatory terms or statements, even from my own family). Because of that, I could be considered as the oddball of my family, but that fails to bother me. I am hoping to begin an original project that will either cease the existence of homophobia (yeah right) or at least increase the fight.

Thank you.-Yunie